This is my blog. I am not the creator of a miniseries for your entertainment. This blog is for me and me alone. I've got no obligations to anyone else to write in here and if I do it's certainly not because I have been asked to. I do this because I need to cut loose and say the things I would never say in person. This is how I let the poison spill from my throat, to reference a song by my favorite band. Do. Not. Pester. Me.
That being said, I feel I must admit that I agree with you. It has been a while since I've posted. I should probably do it more often.
I'm in an odd place right now. There are things going on I shouldn't even talk about in this blog. Some thoughts are too private to even be written down. So of course I make a cypher and write it down in such a way that no one could read it but me. I'm ridiculous. Add to these things the knowledge that I'm not coming back to Covenant next semester, and likely never again, and the squishy place cradled by my ribs turns solid.
Covenant has been my home for two years. I love this place. This is the first world I've known outside of the tutelage of my parents. And so, it follows, it's also the first place I've completely and utterly failed in. I'm still just a baby. I can't take care of myself at all. It's a horrible feeling. One that is only compounded when a girl who is younger than me treats me like the child that I am. 20 year old toddler. Blech.
